Broken Pieces: Logan Howlett Fanfiction Pt 3

Broken Pieces

Part 3

Pairing: Logan Howlett x F!reader (20 ish something)

Genre: angst and angst

Warning: age gap, not proofread, use of Y/N

Summary: You got a crush on Logan while he is still overshadowed by Jean's death. The love journey between you two gets on a bumpy path.

Day by day, it has been pretty boring for Logan without you. It's been a month since you left. He never got your message when he texted you, you never respond to his text at all. He remained thinking positively, thought you were busy and all. But can't deny the fact that he's worried and missing you. There's hollow in his heart, dreams about Jean slowly transmute about you, not entirely but he realized you are THAT someone he needs to help him move on.

Can't bear his frustration any longer, Logan came to the Professor room. He wants to know why you haven't come back home yet.

“Professor, can I discuss something?”

“Logan, sure. What do you want to discuss?”

“About Y/N. Why did her holiday take so long? She hasn't even written to me ever since she left that day. Have you got any information about her? or did she get hurt or something?” 

“Why are you asking about her?”

“I don't know, just worried it's been a month Charles”

“You worried about her?”

“Yes I am”

“Do you love her?” Professor hit him with that deadly question

He's too stunned to speak, the question caught him off guard. He still loves Jean but he feels something else towards you, he doesn't know it yet whether it's love or just an act of caring. He may be great in history and defense class, he's a good even an uncanny X-Men member, but he's bad at expressing his affection especially the ones who’s not Jean Grey. 

“Well… I do like her. I mean.. I mean she's such a remarkable student. The class also missed her, that's why I want to know her condition”

“I see you remain hard-hearted with your feelings Logan”

“Charles, I'm serious right now, where is she?” 

“I need to show you something” 

“And what is that?” 

“Come closer, let me show you my reminiscence a month ago”

Professor thought it was the right time to let him know the truth about your departure. He sat Charles and prepared himself about what he’s going to see. 

The Reminiscence-

The Professor smiled at you then said “I know everything Y/N”

“What everything Professor, what do you mean?” you frown

“You and I have pretty much the same power my child. I have a little bit of access to your memory if you are having trouble. It’s not like I intended to do it without your permission, it just appears on my vision. You are having a hard time because of Logan”

“Professor, it's not like that. Mr. Howlett always have been a nice teacher to us all”

“I know, you are having a hard time accepting the fact that you are in love with him right?”

His statement is so on point, leave you wordless just gasped and cry 

“He feels the same about you, he just doesn’t want to admit it. Jean is still in him. I can't lie about that but if there’s one person to help Logan to get out of that nightmares is you Y/N”

“No Professor, I heard him and Storm having a conversation last night. He said I was not even near Miss Jean Grey and I know it is true. There’s no one compared to her kindness, caring, beauty, even her love for Logan. So, I always thought, keeping my feelings to myself is the best way. Turns out not at all, my feelings for him grow every day. I love every hour, minute, second I spend with him. I always feel grateful just to be able to breathe the same air as him and it’s also killing me. Everytime I heard Miss Jean come out from his mouth. It’s not like I hate her. No not at all. I am just a stupid stupid girl who thought I can replace her in his heart” was the last words you said. Crying yourself out in front of Professor. He approached and held you tight.

Logan was shocked and wrecked but he still got another thing to see. The reminiscence vanishes, depicting another Charles memory. It was already midnight, you came to meet the Professor, all you are saying is that you want to follow your parents to France and it’s not a holiday. You said to him “Please Professor, let me. I wouldn’t be able to bear it all any longer. I don’t want to hurt people if I stay.” Him stayed in silence for a moment, “You sure that’s all you wanted right now Y/N?”

“Yes Professor, I beg you”

“I wanted to oppose this somewhat. I know I can’t force you to stay either. You’re adult now Y/N if you think that plan what’s best for you then I will do nothing but support”

“Thank you Professor”

“But promise me you will come back here and don’t forget this place”

“How can I forget my dearest home”

“Can I ask you one more favor Prof? Don’t tell Logan the truth, let’s just say I’m going on a holiday” was the last thing you said in the vision. 

Logan is furious. He was mad at himself, not you or anyone else. He's the one who is to blame here. Why couldn't he realize it earlier. He feels stupid. He wasted the opportunity to get a new bright life and not be overshadowed by Jean again. You are the sunshine of his life without him knowing, his heart felt comforted around you. He had that chance when you were around, yet he tried to dissipate the feeling too arrogant to admit it. Now, Logan realized he’s also in love with you, but it’s all too late now, you’re gone. 

He didn’t say anything, walked off from the office to the garage and drove off

“I’m sorry Y/N” 

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