BROKEN PIECES: LOGAN HOWLETT FANFICTION PT 4

 Broken Pieces

Part 4

Pairing: Logan Howlett x F!reader (20 ish something)

Genre: angst and angst

Warning: age gap, not proofread, use of Y/N

Summary: You got a crush on Logan while he is still overshadowed by Jean's death. The love journey between you two gets on a bumpy path.

Logan went to your house with a guilty feeling on his shoulder. He knew you wouldn’t be there, he just wanted to recall his memory of the first time he met you. The house looks empty, no one there, dirt covering almost the side of the house. Logan stared while holding the “Wolverine” tags in his hand, tearing up the thoughts of you drowning replayed incessantly in his head. The cause of you being out of control that night was him and he’s not mindful about that. Too immersed in the guilty feeling, Logan wasn't quite aware that a middle aged woman approached him. 

“Excuse me, are you Logan?” she asked groggily

“Y- Yes ma’am. I am Logan, what’s the matter and where did you know me?”

“I recognize you from a photo Y/N gave me, she entrusted me with a letter for you. She said if there’s any chance Logan came by please deliver this to him and she sent me your photo. “Letter? Y/N give me a letter?”

“Yes. This” she handed the envelope 

“Thank You very much. Do you have any information about Y/N’s family? I need to meet her”

“Unfortunately no, we couldn’t reach them since the day they left. I text Y/N about your appearance but she’s not responding to any of it. I’m sorry”

“It’s alright. Thank you for delivering this to me”

“You’re welcome” then she left Logan

Logan back to the dorm, finally reading the letter in his room

To Logan

Hi Lo, how are you? I hope you’re doing great ya. I am so sorry, I had to leave without telling you the truth. I am a terrible person right? Yeah haha I know it. You must have known the truth already by the time you read this. Don’t blame it on anyone, the blame is on me. I told them to hide it from you. I don’t know why I do this but I think it is better for both of us. Hopefully you can forgive me in the near future. I hope you always have a wonderful day with the kids. Don’t forget to smile because happiness looks good on you Lo, I mean it. I will never forget you, the kindest, caring, yet grumpy person who always lifts up my day. You are the best person I’ve ever met in my whole life. In fact you left a great impression on me and sorry for my bad behavior in or outside class. 

See you Lo ^-^

Y/N

He felt like drowning in the cold deepest sea. He couldn’t breathe. Rage and agony simmered up in him. His claws come up a bit without him knowing. Losing control, he lets the animal in him take control. The room became a mess in a minute, the pillow, bolster scattered on the floor. Eyes welled up with tears, he shut himself up from the rest of the world for a moment. 

Meanwhile, you on the other side of the world can’t bear your longing back home. You wonder how everyone’s doing right now, most of all Logan. It’s been a month since you left, nothing changed you. Always feeling lonely after you get home from new school, to let you know you socialize well. Got new friends, the language barrier didn’t even stop you from making new friends. Being away from Logan doesn’t make you any better, instead it's tenfold suffocating for you. He always appeared in your dream since the night you stepped into the newly bought house. You try to make new life and memories, but Logan’s dog tag remains dangling around your neck. 

“Stop making me crazy Lo, stay back from my dreams for now on” you mumbled before get to sleep

“I just want to forget you for good”

Getting up with the same thought about him and him only frustrated you, distraught you even. You don’t want to give up yet, you’re headstrong about it. Don’t want to be broken hearted for the second time is always the reason. Because it is hard to love someone who doesn’t love you back. 

Finally back with the fanfiction, just need one more chapter and this is fanfiction going to end yall. Hope you can enjoy the storyline owkaayyy!!!